...lost...

She lost her love, her dearly one

Her heart was torn, she was lovelorn

She's weeping, staring

Cursing gods, in despair

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Heaven glowed in glory, gods leap in fury

Watching her, for their (gods) self-indulgence

But in a ray of light, the goddess of love came

To her she laid

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She search the sea, she search the land

Finding her love, to no avail

She expect to die, out of cowardice she lived

On her knees, begging her life would fade

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In her dreams the goddess came

A wish as a gift she sent

The woman, wish no more for her love to come

Back to life, the only thing she needs

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Her wish was granted

Although she has a price to pay, I bet

The goddess said, "One night is all you have,

After that not one soul you can meet........"

to be continued...............

for you, Amanda

Guilt had gotten me again

I do not know how to

Atone for all my sins lain,

I will forever feel in debt to you

Dear god, please punish me

Take my soul, take my life

Let me die, and let me be

Do not make me suffer any longer

I can't stand it

Please wash away my shame

Do not let them spit,

Demons all over me

Stop my sleepless nights

Stop me from sweating fear

All I want is your light

Fast, oh, I can't bear

Guilt had gotten over me

This feeling, regret maybe

But pain, pain, yes pain that i felt

I should not have done that

I've been a slave to my own feelings

I've let the devil take over me

My infernal majesty

Drowned in my own sins

I can't control myself

My zeal seemed to be unleashed unknowingly

I should have realized that she is my haven

Only for a short while

I want to weep,weep all night

I'm selfish, stupid and dumb

Useless................................

Ashamed of myself

I want to be alone

Away from others and her

I want to get away from her

Away.. till she can't find me

Why do I feel so empty?

Devoid of any emotion

What do I desire, I do not know

It is as if I am in a place, bare and unadorn

Why can't I weep?

What I am feeling now, is it really emptiness?

Or is it something else...........

Hopelessness.......

Where do my feelings go, I wonder?

I did not hide them nor keep them

Where is it now?!

Can't I get it? Feel it in my arms?!

Do not go..........

Be with me, feelings

Stay with my heart, teach it

Guide it, to feel.........................

Kiss me again

Rekiss me and then

Give me one of your most delicious

One of your most amorous

I'll give you back four,

Hotter than ambers

Do you complain?

I'll ease your pain

By giving you ten more of the sweetest kind

Mingling our oh, so joyous kisses

We exult in each other's pleasure

Thence forward, double life will ensure

Each in himself and in his love will live

Allow me, my love, this few fits of folly

I always suffer when liviing too chastely

And couldn't satisfy you entirely

Without these few forays outside me.............................

thats e end of my poem.. pleeeeeeese comment! this is 4 u hisxxinfernalxxgurl

Don't say goodbye

It hurts me deep inside

Killing my helpless heart

Breaking it into pieces, into pieces

If you want to die

Die with me, embrace me

Together in darkness we fall

Together as lovers, forever

Just let me gaze into your eyes

Those cold eyes, deep and bare

For the last time, let me hold you

Let me kiss you before you go

Don't say goodbye

In my arms, together we die

Let me stare into your eyes,

Let me search for your lost soul

Just don't say goodbye anymore.........

That's the end of my poem. Hope you like it.. Looking forward for any comments!!!

Nobody hears my cry

The cries of a lonely soul

Nobody listens to me

I'd rather be alone.....

I felt that the world was on my shoulders

Pushing me deep into the ground

I was not allowed to choose

Puppet, I was like

No freedom, I felt

Anger and sorrow, inside

Tears rolled down my withered cheeks

To die was the only thing on my mind

Lost I am in this world

After all, I'm afraid to die

And I'm afraid to live

This is my life, the life of a puppet

i wrote this piece when i feel that i'm small in everybody's eyes..... i'm useless. and when my life sucks. Lastly, this is for you hisxxinfernalxxgurl. actually i wrote this after i read one of your journals. :)

Looking forward for any comments!

I've been alone all this while

With no one to confide

I kept thinking about you

All day and night

Since you appear in my life

My future seemed so bright

And no matter how hard it would be

I would continue to fight

But its sad to say that

you will not be here

To continue this journey with me

Cause you need to go to a place

Where you were meant to be

A place tat is far from here

I just can't imagine

How it would be like

For me to live my life

Without you by my side

Can't you stay with me

For just a couple of nights?

Cause I need someone

To heal the pain

That is deep inside

Don't leave, I plead

Cause my heart starts to bleed

As you take a step ahead

As you starts to fade

Its such a pain to let you go

Cause I need you, so close to me

These sweet memories

Will always be with me

Even if you're not here with me

Even if its the end of me

tats e n of my poetry... i hope its good enuf. lookin 4ward 4 any comments!!!